Monday, April 25, 2016

Miles

Eli has a younger brother.  His name is Miles Gardner Gause.  He was born on January 26, 2016 at 8:00pm.  He is with Eli.



I haven't written in months.  I'm not sure why.  I think part of it is because I wouldn't even know where to start.  I could start at the beginning, I guess, but I am really, really tired...physically, emotionally, spiritually.  Maybe I don't want to open up about it.  The pain is too hard for me to face at times.  I'll keep it simple today:
Miles is a beautiful and sacred part of our family.  I feel great comfort knowing He is safe with Eli and that they are together.  I know this is part of God's plan for our family.  Miles' mission here was much quieter.  I can't tell you how much I love my boys...and how much I miss them.