Eli has a younger brother. His name is Miles Gardner Gause. He was born on January 26, 2016 at 8:00pm. He is with Eli.
I haven't written in months. I'm not sure why. I think part of it is because I wouldn't even know where to start. I could start at the beginning, I guess, but I am really, really tired...physically, emotionally, spiritually. Maybe I don't want to open up about it. The pain is too hard for me to face at times. I'll keep it simple today:
Miles is a beautiful and sacred part of our family. I feel great comfort knowing He is safe with Eli and that they are together. I know this is part of God's plan for our family. Miles' mission here was much quieter. I can't tell you how much I love my boys...and how much I miss them.